It finally happened

God never fails to amaze me. On September 16 we recieved our referral. So you're saying, okay it was on September 16, big deal, right? Well, September 15 is Eddie and Joshua's birthday. Months ago my sweet husband starts saying in a joking way, "Well get our referral on my birthday". Well, our referral was actually in the office of AGCI on THE 15th!!!! My husband's dumb luck!!!!!!

Our new little girl is just amazing. Her birthday is July 10th, she is 10 weeks old today. She is the most beautiful little girl in the world. Before our referral came I had so many anxieties and I had very long conversations with God about all these. I so wanted a little baby. I just worry about bonding so much after a child is over 6 months old, so I would tell God this everyday. I would worry that I wouldn't think she was cute, that I wouldn't fall in love with her picture. So many stupid things went through my mind, I'm almost ashamed. But let me tell you, God took care of all my worries. I love this little girl I've never touch just as much as I do my 2 biological kids. She is my whole world, and she is truly mine in everyway I can think of. We serve such an awesome God, and I've said this for a long time, but he in all honesty hears every concern we have. I know that with all my heart, because as stupid as all my concerns were, He cared for every one of them.

I so want to post a picture of her on this blog. She is our famiy too. Oh, I can't wait to get that little girl home........ Come on court date.